On the subject of new start, tomorrow everything will change. I'm going to start year 12 meaning that I'll be starting the hsc and I really don't know what to expect. I'm scared but excited at the same time, I only have one more year of high school and I know I can do it! I do realize that I will have the responsibility of my studies and my other duty as Vice Captain, it hasn't kicked in yet but maybe soon. Inshallah I hope everything goes well in year 12 and that I'm able to handle everything smoothly. I have decided to deactivate my Facebook soon by end of this month, well firstly I wanted to delete my account but that doesn't exist! But I have this plan that I won't go on Facebook during year 12, but maybe only while the holidays are on but that's if I get all my assessments done! I have heard some of my friends saying "But you won't have a social life?" Well I don't need to have a social life over the internet do I? I rather text, call or whatever even though Facebook can be convenient. It seriously is a distraction so I'll just stay away from that haha! And I will try blog more so I can improve my writing!

But these holidays has been pretty good compared to the other ones since I've been productive I guess haha! Went to gym first week, chillin with friends, working, spending quality time with family and getting sick NOT! But I was hoping to loose my voice hahahaha!

Sometimes I feel like I need to be alone, I just want to go far away to a place that is peaceful.

I guess we all need to be aware to remind ourselves to set a good role model to others and for me especially to my little sister.

On our daily lives, I'm sure we all go through this. We treat others nicely to show that we care for them and in return we are treated like shit! But it makes us wonder should we treat them the same way they have treated us? I have learnt a lesson today, Belief after hardship there is always relief. If we do the good thing and in return we may not get what we want, Inshallah something way beyond better will come to us without knowing or expecting it to occur to us. We just never know.

17TH BIRTHDAY BBQ!

I would love to say thank you so much to everyone that came to my BBQ because it means alot to me and I appreciate it so much! I hope you all enjoyed the day and the yummy food there! Basically it was just a nice relaxing day and catching up with friends! I must say big thank you to my Mum and Dad because they made it happen and it was successful! I love you so much Mum and Dad, thank you! Alhamdulillah it was a great weather!




At the start I was quite disappointed though because many of my good friends told me in the last minute that they couldn't make it to my party and it made me upset because I expected them to be there. Especially for the ones who dogged it honestly, for a stupid unreasonable excuse and that just completely turned me down. But I guess I still learnt something from lesson number one that you realize who actually cares for you and who doesn't. But another positive lesson I learnt today is that I realize who I would hold on to my journey as a life time. Those friends that came today was enough for me as a birthday present, which defines the true term of carring. That's why I truly love you all!



Mum, Dad and Peggy (who always think I leave you out LOL!) It was just so nice and carring to have you's around especially and I wouldn't even ask for more! That's why I thank you's for making this happen successfully Alhamdulillah! I'm so proud and lucky to have you all, I truly do adore you oh so much!



And to my other family members, thank you so much for coming and helpinh importantly! Once again without the big help, it wouldn't be as productive haha! But truly thank you so much!



But Alhamdulillah thank you Allah I had a wonderful day spent with my loved ones! Best 17th birthday ever!! <3

Seventeenth birthday!

I had the best, exciting and the most amazing 17th birthday! Honestly my day was filled with happiness, dreams and wishes coming true on the day. Being 17 in Indo is considered as an official young women just like a sweet sixteen! But the main highlight on my birthday was firstly getting knighted as Vice Captain of RGHS! While getting our blazers exhanged with Chay, my friends in the crowd yelled out "HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAUDIA!" and in return I yell back "THANK YOU!" Hhahaha I really thought that was lovely and I looked over to my parents who are sitting down in the front.It was a really nice moment to have them there watching over me and at the same time it was my birthday. I really do thank my parents for everything and it's just unreal how 17 years ago I entered this world.It's unbelievable for me because I've always dreamed something like this to happen, to serve my school and make them proud. As I watch Angela and Chay say their farewell speech, it made me realize that I will be in the same boat as them in exactly one year! It's true how we need to make the most of it in high school and while listening to the girls, I started tearing at the same time. Imagine if I had to do a farewell speech! I would literally cry like a freak! No joke haha! But on the day of my birthday I literally spent my time at school with the SRC girls! We then had the Year 12 SRC farewell party which was organised by the lovely year 10's! They did a fantastic job and the decoration was absoutely creative! So I thank you girls for preparing and putting your effort into this. At the same time it was an emotional ride for me, seeing my favourite year 12 girls leaving the school well more like my big sisters to me. But I thank you girls for everything, you have made me proud and I hope to make you girls proud too! During the party, I had my own little ice cream cake with a candle which they all sang me a birthday song! I wouldn't trade to spend my birthday with anyone else but with these lovely ladies! Then after school I went to chill with the usuals at Maccas and it was also my asik's birthday!! Also along with Jake and Jeni! Hahaha it was even Keven Rudd's birthday too LOL! His cool cause we share the same birthday!I had to rush home and get ready for the Year 12's Graduation night since Izzy and I were mc-ing the event. I really do appreciate Izzy's help, without her I would be lost honestly haha! I really can't sit on the stage still for freaking 2 hours! I made a fool of myself because I couldn't pronounce Angela's surname, but hey I made the audience laugh hahaha! But yeah my birthday was also interesting because I learnt my first lesson, there are main two types of people. The good and the bad, the ones that care and the ones that doesn't give a shit. We shouldn't even care for those who don't even slighty care for us or we shouldn't even bother or waste our time for people like that! I'm sick and tired of this repetition, I wish you were just out of my life! I wish I could stuff some cake on your face haha! Anyways to the point, I would love to say thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes and the people that I got to spend my birthday with! Which you made the most of it, I love you all and never change :)

Love always Claudia <3

Alhamdulillah

Allahu akbar you are the greatest! I can't believe this day has happened but I got Vice Captain! Only yesterday I felt like I was in year 7 looking upto the captains and from day 1 this has been my dream. But at the same time I'm upset that Liz didn't get anything because she totally deserved it but at the end of the day, everyone know's who deserved it the most. I realize now that being one of the captains in school is a big responsibility, because every where I go I carry some burden with me and it feels like teachers are watching me too LOL! Maybe times might get rough at the same time when my studies are getting too pressuring, but inshallah there will be some way. I can't wait for the upcoming events and right now I have my yearly exams at the moment which I've been pretty busy lately. Tommorrow we celebrate Eid and then the afternoon I have my Business exam -.- But doesn't matter anyways, I just want to get it done and over! But after the exam period, I'll be very busy with the captain shizz so that's what I'm looking forward too AND my birthday is also coming up too! Hehe can't wait and I already got my first present from my Daddy hehe :) Also congratulations to the stinky Aldo for getting Vice Captain as well at school! Hhahahaa pretty funny that we both hold the same positions at our school in the Randwick "Community" but that's what you call the stinky vibe LOL! Ciaooo I'm off studying for business YAYYY! -.-

Bismillah

MAGIC 11!

Highlight of the day; we girls all ended up getting into the SRC! Hehe :D It's really exciting cause it's going to be our year! So here we come 2011! Bring it on woo! Congratulations to all you lovely girls :)

My sister is currently at the hospital because she got her tonils removed today and it was sad to see her in pain and looking all pale :( But Alhamdulillah the operations went well and it's so quiet at home without her.. I love you Peggy! Stay strong <3 xoxo

One of the best gift I've ever recieved is the love of friendship.

These days we realize even more who our true friends are and no matter what I know Anna always have my back. I know I haven't blogged lately cause I've been busy with school and I've been trying Tumblr out, but I miss blogspot! But anyways as we grow up more you learn the meaning of true friendship. I believe Anna and I demonstrates a good example to the meaning of friendship and one word I would have to say is, 'Unique' We've been through it all for the pass 11 years of our life and she know's me too well. She really know's what my weaknesses are and because of her she keeps my head up high these days to stay positive. If you are reading this Anna, which I think you never go on blogspot haha, what I said to you before is that I really do mean it! I must thank you for everything, for being such a great, good, amazing bestfriend/sister you are to me and you have to remember no one will ever replace you! You are so beautiful from your heart and outside, never change cause I love you!

Love Always Claudia <3