On the subject of new start, tomorrow everything will change. I'm going to start year 12 meaning that I'll be starting the hsc and I really don't know what to expect. I'm scared but excited at the same time, I only have one more year of high school and I know I can do it! I do realize that I will have the responsibility of my studies and my other duty as Vice Captain, it hasn't kicked in yet but maybe soon. Inshallah I hope everything goes well in year 12 and that I'm able to handle everything smoothly. I have decided to deactivate my Facebook soon by end of this month, well firstly I wanted to delete my account but that doesn't exist! But I have this plan that I won't go on Facebook during year 12, but maybe only while the holidays are on but that's if I get all my assessments done! I have heard some of my friends saying "But you won't have a social life?" Well I don't need to have a social life over the internet do I? I rather text, call or whatever even though Facebook can be convenient. It seriously is a distraction so I'll just stay away from that haha! And I will try blog more so I can improve my writing!
But these holidays has been pretty good compared to the other ones since I've been productive I guess haha! Went to gym first week, chillin with friends, working, spending quality time with family and getting sick NOT! But I was hoping to loose my voice hahahaha!
Sometimes I feel like I need to be alone, I just want to go far away to a place that is peaceful.
I guess we all need to be aware to remind ourselves to set a good role model to others and for me especially to my little sister.
On our daily lives, I'm sure we all go through this. We treat others nicely to show that we care for them and in return we are treated like shit! But it makes us wonder should we treat them the same way they have treated us? I have learnt a lesson today, Belief after hardship there is always relief. If we do the good thing and in return we may not get what we want, Inshallah something way beyond better will come to us without knowing or expecting it to occur to us. We just never know.
