Young Leaders 2010!

I must say this has been the most inspirational conference I have ever been to and I'm thankful to take this opportunity with me, as I learnt so many valuable things that I will definately take on with me in life. One significant moment I will never forget was the talk from Anh Do! His journey from Vietnam to Australia was so inspiring and it actually gave me the tears because sometimes we all think we're the only one, but really we're not. His one person I can look upto through the hardships. I'd have to say one of the most unforgettable moments in my life.

Busy November!

So it's finally November, a very busy month for me! And I miss you my blogspot, so I decided to do a trial for Fb to not go online during school days and I'm doing fine so far hehe. Year 12 has been good I guess, I just basically need to be on top of everything and not long till I graduate! This month I'll be missing one day of school every week due to conferences & etc, that's why I titled this entry as 'Busy November' hahaha I'm loving my free periods when it's suppose to be a 'study period' hahaha! Anna, Lauren and I have been organising the jerseys and that's been going well too! But that was a stressful work! I've decided to get my nickname as "Mz INDONESSA" Hhahaha I just changed one letter from INDONESIA! Quite lame, but I just wanted 'Nessa' on my back LOL! I've already started to get my first hsc assessment tasks which is quite freaky, but Inshallah I'll get through it. I also got promoted to work at the new Supre store at the brand new Westfield Pitt St mall and my first shift there was heaps good! Closing there is soo much better! I do miss my George St people but I can visit them anytime hehe. I also have a formal to attend and YAY I got my dress already! Sometimes I hate being a girl LOL! These days it makes me think alot how I just want to do soo well for the hsc and try my best! I must say, I'm very lucky and fortunate to have my parents because they have been supporting me and their the ones that keep me positive and not to stress about year 12. At the end of the day, I just want to make them proud and show them that I am determined in everything I do. I believe life is beautiful for me, because there are soo many opportunities for all of us! Sometimes there is a reason why we're here. We're very fortunate to get educated because those kids that are starving would die, just to go to school. But realistically, WE can help them and we have it all in our own hands. I promised myself one day, when I get a really good job in the future, I would love to help those unfortunate kids and help them get education. It's pathetic how people can just throw those opportunities away and waste them. It's that precious because life is precious, and every opportunity is precious. Another lesson I learnt is that you don't need those material things to make you happy, cause for me it's all about me and my family being as one happy family. Because at the end of the day, we're always there together no matter what happens and I'd have to say, I am lucky. But as the days go by, I tend to realize more and I've learnt a few lessons here and there. The weird thing is that you only realize after it's gone and you just never know. You never know what to expect but that's life. I'm sick of running to people and caring about them, because maybe they don't even give a shit about me. But that's just me, I care too much for people and I don't like being ignorant. That's just not me. Sometimes the world is even ignorant and selfish, I hate all the bullshit they should just get over it! I hate it how they discriminate people because of their religion or culture and etc. When is this world going to be equal as one. We're all just a human being and where is the love? I know I'm constantly changing topics but cbf lol, and when are you ever going to change? Like fuck it, GET OVER IT MATE! Wish I could say that to your face! Haha I'm so slack, but it's true! Last of all, there is also that one person who's been there for me throughout the hard times, Anna-Marie Venites. I honestly wouldn't know what to do without you my bonga, your amazing girl and you really are beautiful inside and out. If you are reading this which I doubt it, I bet your thinking 'Eww lesbian' HAHAHAHAHAA! But really Anna, THANK YOU! I love you always and remember I'm here, I have your back no matter what xoxo

Damn that was a long post!! :P