Also a shout out for my lil stinky brother Rionaldo, Happy 16th birthday! Love you man and hope you had a fun day too hehe :) xoxo
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Back to School!
School so far has been good I guess, I really like the idea of walking into class with that happy feeling and just looking forward for each lessons. I'm happy with all my subjects and teachers yayyy! :) Since I'm a senior now we have our green skirt which is exciting hahaha! Feels weird cos there's only 1 year above us and then it's us Year 11's just so use of having more older people around me haha! A quote that I will always remember from our Deputy Principal Mr Raskal, 'Achieve the best to your ability' Yes that's for school but can be for other things to and no matter what always try your best :) So I also really wna do good in school this year but what feels intense at the same time is that we only have 3 terms of Year 11 and it will fly that quick! But bring it on Year 11!
Also a shout out for my lil stinky brother Rionaldo, Happy 16th birthday! Love you man and hope you had a fun day too hehe :) xoxo
Also a shout out for my lil stinky brother Rionaldo, Happy 16th birthday! Love you man and hope you had a fun day too hehe :) xoxo
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Now that your gone
I miss you, I really really miss you and need you in this time of my life. When everything comes together, having that feeling where there's this heavy weight on your shoulder and it's hard to loose that weight of yours. It's always complete when your around but now that your gone I can't do anything about it now..
Friday, January 15, 2010
Breakdown
I guess I can say lately I've been feeling preety much just shieet. My one and only lil sister was vommiting yesterday since 3am in the morning and so on. It made me worry so much about her because she is my only lil one and my mum called her work in sick just to take care of work. Then was called in to work on that day and not feeling that high spirit.
Have you ever felt like you had to put up with something for soo long and just now your letting that all out? I'm fed up with it I have to go through all the shieets. It's like I'm always the one trying and trying so hard to the best of my ability and yet you never realize but maybe deep down inside of you.. But you just don't want to admit that to me. Haven't you realize since all that, we've been like this? It's just never feels the same now. I don't know if you ever read my blogs but yeah I feel like I can express it more from here than to you in person which I just can't do. Otherwise all these other stuff will happen which I know it will for sure so I'll leave it that way. You seem to forget your close surroundings especially me and I know there were times when you were there for me but now it's like I tell more things to my other friends then you. Which doesn't feel right? I'm really happy for you because having that person completes your happiness. Can't be bothered to type more cause it's going to make me feel more emotional as I'm typing this now, those tears starts to run down
Have you ever felt like you had to put up with something for soo long and just now your letting that all out? I'm fed up with it I have to go through all the shieets. It's like I'm always the one trying and trying so hard to the best of my ability and yet you never realize but maybe deep down inside of you.. But you just don't want to admit that to me. Haven't you realize since all that, we've been like this? It's just never feels the same now. I don't know if you ever read my blogs but yeah I feel like I can express it more from here than to you in person which I just can't do. Otherwise all these other stuff will happen which I know it will for sure so I'll leave it that way. You seem to forget your close surroundings especially me and I know there were times when you were there for me but now it's like I tell more things to my other friends then you. Which doesn't feel right? I'm really happy for you because having that person completes your happiness. Can't be bothered to type more cause it's going to make me feel more emotional as I'm typing this now, those tears starts to run down
Monday, January 11, 2010
Borring Monday!
Firstly I'd have to say my holidays has been BORRING!! Haven't done much and guess what?! I haven't even went to the beach yet! But hopefully this Wednesday I am which I'm really looking forward to seeing my girls and my mates! Hope it's hot too haha! So I guess that's the exciting event that's happening this week. Dusty's 16th birthday is coming up on Saturday and she's having a dinner. Really looking forward to dressing up ahahas! Can't wait to see everyone getting all dressed up. It's going to be a good night :) My cousin Taco Bella is coming back home from Indo next week so I'm preety pumped up to listening to her funny stories and catching up, go school shopping yayy! :D
I think 2010 is going good so far. I remember today while walking to the shops through the fresh air breeze, it's just a good feeling. It's that feeling where you have everything off your chest, smiling alone and having that feeling where your away from everything. Isn't just a nice feeling going through a fresh breeze alone?
I guess I've been watching a couple of movies lately and singing to songs that are established to their own meanings. It really can relate to everyone.
Sometimes we have to let go of things. It was cool when it all started and now the flame has gone. Now it's time to let go, even though your heart is breaking into pieces you still gotta move on. Sometimes it takes long to realize and there's a time where you finally know how it feels like. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me after all the causing of the trouble, it doesn't feel like the same. I'm sorry you had to be like this way, I'm sorry. Sometimes I wish I can take back everything but now we're all living in the present, it be easier to not have known you. I knew what I wanted and I finally made it to my destination but sometimes you feel like something is left behind you and not complete. This is why I hate love, what's the rush getting caught up then it's over? I don't get all excited when somebody brings me flowers or chocolates. I believe for myself that we shouldn't be taken things too seriously, we're all still young and go explore this amazing world, meet new people.
There are those days when I remember every word you said to me, it all just keep spinning in my head but in the end of the day I try to keep forgetting about you
Those are some things I've heard from people experiences and just wanted to share something cause I'm preety sure all you guys out there can relate to this.
I think 2010 is going good so far. I remember today while walking to the shops through the fresh air breeze, it's just a good feeling. It's that feeling where you have everything off your chest, smiling alone and having that feeling where your away from everything. Isn't just a nice feeling going through a fresh breeze alone?
I guess I've been watching a couple of movies lately and singing to songs that are established to their own meanings. It really can relate to everyone.
Sometimes we have to let go of things. It was cool when it all started and now the flame has gone. Now it's time to let go, even though your heart is breaking into pieces you still gotta move on. Sometimes it takes long to realize and there's a time where you finally know how it feels like. I'm sorry I wasn't there when you needed me after all the causing of the trouble, it doesn't feel like the same. I'm sorry you had to be like this way, I'm sorry. Sometimes I wish I can take back everything but now we're all living in the present, it be easier to not have known you. I knew what I wanted and I finally made it to my destination but sometimes you feel like something is left behind you and not complete. This is why I hate love, what's the rush getting caught up then it's over? I don't get all excited when somebody brings me flowers or chocolates. I believe for myself that we shouldn't be taken things too seriously, we're all still young and go explore this amazing world, meet new people.
There are those days when I remember every word you said to me, it all just keep spinning in my head but in the end of the day I try to keep forgetting about you
Those are some things I've heard from people experiences and just wanted to share something cause I'm preety sure all you guys out there can relate to this.
Monday, January 04, 2010
One Step A Time
First of all, HELLO 2010!!
I spent NYE with my sister, lil cousin, aunty and uncle who came from Melbourne to celebrate NYE here but it would've been better if my parents came along and my dad was sick but oh well would've been much more worse if he came along.
Anyways the first thing that comes to me is about SCHOOOL!
It's not like I'm going to stress about it, but I have thought about this during the holidays and it does really do kick in since it's the senior year. This year I have so many goals, plans and expectations. Have you ever had that feeling where you want something so bad and you just have to build your way up to your destination? And never stop trying because the only way you would stop is yourself. My mind is pretty much focused to school right now even though it's still 3 weeks away to commencing school. I promise to myself that I'm not going to stress about senior year and I realize the limited time I have during my 2 last years so I have to enjoy it at the same time. I really want to do so good this year and this is the year where all our dreams pretty much comes true. To suceed we have to believe first and that is a very well known famous quote. But sometimes things might come in your way maybe like distractions but hey we all have to go through those obstacles to be able to balance things out. I have a feeling that 2010 is going to fly by soo fast! By term 4 I'm going to be in Year 12 which is scary but a relief at the same time.
I think I can do it if I have my mind set, I shouldn't be saying 'Think' better off hearing, 'I CAN DO IT!' I can go through this, just have to believe myself.
These holidays I've been working alot lately and catching up a few friends of mine and finally today I actually drove for the first time and I loved it! It was heaps fun!! Looking forward to driving more :D
I spent NYE with my sister, lil cousin, aunty and uncle who came from Melbourne to celebrate NYE here but it would've been better if my parents came along and my dad was sick but oh well would've been much more worse if he came along.
Anyways the first thing that comes to me is about SCHOOOL!
It's not like I'm going to stress about it, but I have thought about this during the holidays and it does really do kick in since it's the senior year. This year I have so many goals, plans and expectations. Have you ever had that feeling where you want something so bad and you just have to build your way up to your destination? And never stop trying because the only way you would stop is yourself. My mind is pretty much focused to school right now even though it's still 3 weeks away to commencing school. I promise to myself that I'm not going to stress about senior year and I realize the limited time I have during my 2 last years so I have to enjoy it at the same time. I really want to do so good this year and this is the year where all our dreams pretty much comes true. To suceed we have to believe first and that is a very well known famous quote. But sometimes things might come in your way maybe like distractions but hey we all have to go through those obstacles to be able to balance things out. I have a feeling that 2010 is going to fly by soo fast! By term 4 I'm going to be in Year 12 which is scary but a relief at the same time.
I think I can do it if I have my mind set, I shouldn't be saying 'Think' better off hearing, 'I CAN DO IT!' I can go through this, just have to believe myself.
These holidays I've been working alot lately and catching up a few friends of mine and finally today I actually drove for the first time and I loved it! It was heaps fun!! Looking forward to driving more :D
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