I realized that sometimes I don't know where I stand? I'm so lost! And I'm trying to finish my first chapter of the PIP, and the internet is so bloody slow! But so far the PIP is going good! Tomorrow I don't have school because there's this School Captains leadership program at the NSW Parliament House and that will be interesting lol. I hope I bump into some old friends from state cause that would be such a reunion! I really do miss state 09, it was one of the best moments and experiences of my life. It was such a privilege to represent the whole of Sydney region and what makes me even more proud is my beautiful girl Nisa. Not only she was a representative of Sydney region in 2010, but now she has taken the title of State Conference Action Team (SCAT) and which means she is one of the leaders of 2011. And it makes me so happy and proud of her because overall she's been doing such a great job!

I remember last term I was going through such a harsh time at school because of the work load and at some point I felt like dropping out. But this term I'm no where thinking of that because I'm pretty chilled and more relaxed, as in I am more determined to do well and there are some subjects that I would like to do better. English so far is my only subject that I've been ranking well, 7/52. And talking about English, I'm enjoying every classes that we have! At the moment we're doing poetry and I must say I really do love it! I thought it would be borring, but it's more than that. We're studying the poems of Wilfred Owen and it goes back to WW1 1914-1918. I guess you can say I'm becoming more passionate with his poems because it has such an overall meaning of real war, it shows the real tensions of the young soldiers and what they were actually going through at that time. English wouldn't be better without my teacher, she makes our lessons alive and she definately is an incredible woman. So thank you Mrs Newtown! I recommend people to actually read through "Dulce et decorum est" it's absolutely extraordinary!