Fun Weekend!

I must say this weekend was so memorable! Although different emotions going through from laughing hard then to heart breaking.

Anna and I went to Amanda's 18th party at the cities and it was so cute seeing our brother Michael and Amanda together! I swear I couldn't stop smiling at them! Firstly, we hit up to karaoke at Live and stayed there for an hour which was heaps fun and funny at the same time! We were going to watch G.I Joe but then the others were broke and some of us wasn't bothered so we decided to hang out at Darling Harbour. We sat at the grass area and watched Michael's friends krump, jerk and etc. There was this little boy and I swear he owned them haha! We all forced Michael to join them and then he told us to come jerk with him! But overall it was a fun day! After Anna and I left and we were craving our favourite, the puffs with ferrero rocher ice cream! We finally found the glasses we've been looking which we call them 'Jerky glasses' haha! The party wasn't over for us, because Anna was sleeping over at mine and for the whole night we couldn't stop laughing our heads off about something! We had an awesome dnm and eating Gobstoppers the whole night haha!

I never thought I would experience something heart breaking right front of me. Imagine you saw someone you were with once before, and he was with this other girl holding hands. That feeling, just brought all the memories back. I started to shake and freak out but why should I even care when I've moved on. I know it was the past but I wondered to myself, 'Why didn't you have time for me?' After those days where I use to wait for you an hour and a half, and him not knowing till this day. I also question to myself, 'What was actually our ending chapter between us? Were you bored with me? Were the words you said to me was actually true from your heart or were you just a bullshit talker?' You know what, thanks God I didn't fall for you too hard but I thank you for the days you made me smiled and those times when I needed someone to talk too. I miss those days when you called me at night, laughing and joking around. Why is it so hard to find a decent guy these days? It's not that I'm desperate, but I'm just saying after all the complicating things I went through and it just never goes right. Actually to tell you the truth I've had enough of this! At the moment in my life what's so important right now is my lovely family, close friends and my studies which I'm very committed too.

Two more days till I'm off to the conference and I'm almost done with the packing. I think this will be my last blog entry before I leave and I'll be back for the weekend. I'll surely do miss my family and friends. I hope I have a good sleep there haha!