These days has been pretty much 'school' for me as it's been quite stressing for me, especially going through that phase selecting year 11 subjects for next year and yes I would love to do a communications course when I leave high school, but I'm not to sure which field though. To be honest I've been constantly crying for the past few days because these are the times when we make serious decisions for our life and I never knew it would be this hard. There's no use of crying because it won't do anything, action speaks louder than words.
Sometimes people can let you down for what you want to do for your career and I went to seek advice from my careers advisor. I swear she made me feel dumb when she doesn't even know who I am since this was an actual real conversation I've had with her. Basically all she was trying to say that I can't do this communications course because I don't have the qualifications. It really shocked me when she asked me 'Are your parents willing to pay you $16 000?' for college if I don't get to university straight away and I replied to her by saying, 'Yes Ms my parents are willing to pay me that much no matter how much it is, because they're supporting me all the way' She made me sound like as if I can't afford this but maybe cause I'm Asian as well. I've never went through this experience which really shocked me, but in the end it made me stronger. By having the support from my amazing parents and I'm not going to let someone take over me for what I want to do for my career. I want to show her that I can be something, in fact I want to show her that she will never imagine from me. I love my parents so much from the bottom of my heart and they are always supporting me in everything I do. The reason why I would love to go to university is because this would be the best gift for my parents and that's all they ask for. Also for myself because I know I've achieved one of my goals and also being a role model to my sister which I want her to follow as well. Since the complications my parents went through, this would be my greatest gift for them from heart.
For these past few days, I've been having black outs either from the mornings or afternoon and it's that feeling where your body feels so loose and you suddenly fall down. It's really scary me but I've been eating properly and having enough liquid. The doctor says I have a low blood pressure and I need to take blood test soon. Which I am not looking forward to, since I've just had one yesterday.
The good news is that I've finally got work experience which I am very relieved about and I'm doing work experience at my local pharmacy which is pretty cool cause I can just walk there which takes three minutes and if I had lunch breaks walk back to home to eat. How smart ayee :P haha! I'm looking forward to that as well and I'm hoping I could get a casual job there as well by end of the year.
Ramadan starts tomorrow which our brothers and sisters are fasting and I'm looking forward which I hope Insyallah there are positive changes during Ramadan for me and more good luck I guess but I don't know what to expect. Starting from today another one more month, I'll be turning sixteen at Indo which I really can't wait to celebrate it with my family there and what is also heaps exciting is that the Eid celebration is on my birthday which is so awesome! I'm really looking forward to the fun world hehe :)
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