Bored on a beautiful day

So it's my last weekend in Australia and it's not going too great, I'm sick :( I have a flu, been couging 24/7, a bit of a hot temperature and lost my voice which I actually been wanting that to happen before. Basically cause I want to experience that while I'm singing and yes it's very hard. I really wanted to go out today but I was forced by my mum to stay home and take a rest.

I had a chat with my Dad about how, 'Life is just too short' I personally think now these days we got to have fun as much as we can and whatever opportunities are out there, go for it! I think nowadays I'm starting to believe in myself like what I've realized. I got into high school and in year 7 on the first day I remember my principal Mrs Emerson saying 'Educating the women of tomorrow' look at us all now, we're growing up too quick! It's scary but exciting things are coming on the way for us Insyallah.

An example; in primary school I've always wanted to a part of the SRC and be the School Captain but it was always the popular kids that would get it. When I settled into year 7, the year 12s gave us a talk and I rememeber before thinking, 'That's it I'm going up for it' though I didn't realize it was an opportunity since we're just all too young to think that way. It was something I've always wanted to do ever since I was in primary. I did it and ever since then on, I kept going up for it because I loved what I was doing and I never stopped even though I would have those negative thoughts about it. I believe I shouldn't be afraid, I guess it is something that I'm passionate about. It may sound corny but why should I keep that all in? I guess I never stopped trying until I get what I want and you will get it eventually if you keep trying. Sometimes I feel like I'm close to my dream, and that dream is to be School Captain to represent my school. Yes I know it may sound very corny, and I do have them negative thoughts about it but I would love to be the School Captain at my school because I believe it's a great opportunity to able to represent your school, the last year I'm going to be in high school, it will be a big challenge to handle your studies for HSC and having the responsibility as Captain and I certainly do love to challenge myself. Also it's a once a life time experience and I know it is early to think about this but since the year 11s had there Captain and Vice Captain elections recently, I actually thought about it since next year is our turn. I know myself that I'm not a fully academic student, but I believe I have potential.

It's just not only that but never give up in everything you do!

Something that just happened not too long ago, I remembered myself saying to him 'No matter what happens to us, I still want us to be friends' He started talking to me and I guess we're just normal which I am happy cause all I want is us to be good friends that's all. So I guess it's a good news, after not talking for a very long time!