Roller coaster

So far this week it has seriously been one of those days where you have your ups and downs. Where do I start?

Dear Anonymous,
I don't know if I have the guts to actually go up to you and talk through about things as we've had our pass together. You probably don't know how I feel at the moment and I do have sympathy for you as I've been through the similar thing as you. But seriously when can you move on? I've moved on but I wish you could really understand me right now? Please forgive me for all the hurtful things I've done to you and believe it or not, this fucking bullshit never ends! Please it's time to move on.

Dear Anonymous,
I care for you but I'm annoyed by the fact how you didn't think about how much of an impact it would make for that one particular person, especially when your close to them. I thought you would really understand how that person would feel. Let them not know by the mouth, let them find it out by itself and I guarantee that would not make a big deal for me. I'm over about it but just remember I won't forget what you did. At the first place you shouldn't get yourself involved in this situation since it isn't your business. At the same time your getting yourself affected by the situation. It happened already, but what can I do now.

Crying won't do anything, sometimes you got to let them all out instead of bottling them inside. I try to stay patient since it's Ramadan the Holy month for us and that is the key to control your heart, feelings and mind. It is very hard to stay positive in life and hoping things will be peaceful.

Now talking about the positive side, I have really good news to the world haha! Anna and I got into the SRC and we did this together! It's an achievement that we did together and especially, I'm so proud of her. It's funny when we had our SRC elections and in the last minute I lost my speech and I actually cried and panicked. But I found it by running up with Anna to our maths class and it was in my teachers drawer! Hahaha! I remember telling Anna, as she was feeling nervous that, 'I know we can do it and we will' and we did!! I'm just so happy about this great achievement we did together. I will never forget her lovely sweet speech and she mentioned about me how she was inspired by my past and present SRC experience and that it would be one of the great memories we shared together in high school if we got into the SRC. We did this! Gosh I love her so much, she's such a lovely girl and she has always been there for me through my ups and downs. Mahal kita <3
This is what you call HECTIK AZN SISTAZ! HAHAHA =D YAYY WE DID IT!!

I just want to say thanks to Allah for giving me and my loved ones the opportunites to positive things that are opened for us and Insyallah helping me get through things smoothly :)

Next week is going to be a busy week, I'm going Indo next week and I can't wait to have a holiday. Especially run away from things but I'll definately miss all my friends!